Because Im worth it.

The last crackle of hope fizzled and died in me today. Say Hello to Mr. Cynical, the new me.

Im done with the fakeness that everybody gives off. And I'm not even sure why they do it anyway. Insecurity? Sick Pleasure? either way its something and feeling like the only warm blooded person living in a world of plastics every single day has reached its limit.

Im done.

I dont care if I can count the no. of friends I have in school with one hand anymore. Because I learnt today that quality beats quantity- No matter how crass this may sound, albeit I am describing plastic here. Walking, living, breathing plastics. Because I am polite that way.

And 2 good friends are all I need.

Besides, I scored 81 for my BIG japanese exam. The one where there are 127 people people in my level and only 30 percent passed because it was so anally difficult.

And I topped them all. all 127 of them. And the 1st person below me who got 71 is 35 years old and im only 18. So that automatically makes me a fabulous person by default. And I can do anything. Like fly, and fuck a horse if I was inclined that way.

Whatever it is, i have spent more than enough time on stupid patronizing fuckers already.

Because Im like so worth it y'all.