adios! or whatever it is in spanish anyway.

tata its off to spain for 10 days. the land of blonde things and zara and celine at outrageously low prices.

I noe I noe.

it sucks to be you.

tata ^^

waseda shibuya seiransai 2007

because a pic says a thousand words and i got loads of them.Blur shite! but its the bestie and me ^^

jap student gone wrong.

jp babes pt 1

jap babe pt 2

jap babes pt 3. She is so pretty. ^-^

hana yori dango!~ and domiyoji's sister. <3 align="center">

She's a girl by the way. but hotness. and she acts more manly then dudes i know.

Scary shite gurl from haunted house.

This picture. DOES NOT DO HIM JUSTICE AT ALL. because he is 10 times hotter. but why am i tellin u this anway.

i look fucking idiotic. but nvm. he's cute tho.
I was pro at this. The bestie wasnt. *smug*

But we love each other anyway.

dance pt 2

and its on days like these when the fear of being mediocre hits me like a truck.

Jazz today was beautiful though.

a loooooooooong way to go.

i admit to being melodramatic most of the time so this temporary sense of sensibility might mean maturity has finally set in. which apparently is ridiculous there is no such thing as being too matured but then again, tts another post for another day.

Im 18. so tt logically means im young. even though it feels as if a lifetime has passed. someone once told me that a person lives through several lifetimes in his life, and each one is as exciting and as fufilling as the next. I get him now. even tho i swore i labelled him as pretencious starbucks coffee hook-upper no. 679 then.

there are so many things i want to accomplish in my life. even tho i honestly dun think i wld live to see another january which is all part of the morbidity that makes me ,well, me. And im so glad im not a gorgeous but useless cineleisure squatter because i actualli have aims in my life. because apparently, not everyone does. I suppose we are elitist after all.

The same way too much clothes is never a bad thing, dreams are never stupid. Be a stripper or a lounge singer or a dancer or even a horse shagger if ur so inclined that way. Rules set by society tt puts up all these boundaries of restrictions are the ones that get our dreams down. and we sld never ever let that happen.

we only live once hon. its not as if we could do this all over again.

*insert smiley here*

And then sometimes-just sometimes, you don't need good sex and shopping to feel like you just injested a shiteload of high grade cocaine.


Bryan : " relax! you are actually okay de!!"

.BEAMS.

Warning: Toxic content ahead.

Today is milestone day.

because my lifelong theory that forbidden love is probably the suckiest thing in the world has been overwrote by being treated like a freak and laughing stock.

And to think i thought things couldnt get any bloody worse. I know nobody likes self pity but seriously? At this very moment that I'm typing this out I wish everybody would just die and leave me alone.

Which I would probably regret 3 hours later but what the hell. Who am i to rise above the average suicidal hormonally charged teenager?

*sigh*

because a long breasted woman tagged.

1. (the person who tagged you is) – Nana. A.K.A the long breasted woman.

2. (your relationship with him/her is) – bordering in the grey area between friends and luurvers *illicit smacks*

3. (5 impressions you have of him/her) – Honestly? Like honestly? Erm. Plump. AHAHAHAHA and long breasted and eccentric and loyal and the one person I can totally trust if I am ever forced to wear a leaf and join survivor*hugs*

4. (the most memorable thing he/she has done for you) – Confronting me despite everything that could have happened on CNN day in Year 1. And of course. THAT bracelet she made me for my birthday. I LUURVES EUU!!~ <3

5. (the most memorable words he/she has said to you) – erm, that we have the same trains of thought? LOL.

6. (if he/she becomes your lover, you will) – OH HONEY!~ make her my long breasted sex partner/slave and feed me chocolate coated strawberries from D & D and tear my undies off. HAAHHAHAHA just kidding. ^^

7. (if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be) – wearing a bra. It still shows beneath the tudung hon. *pats pats*

8. (if he/she becomes your enemy, you will) – become extremely depressed and suicidal and try to work things out as best as I can.

9. (if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be) - Betrayal of trust, I guess.

10. (the most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is) - Make her realize that having 2 extra brilliant sisters does not make her any less capable then them. You are lovely just the way you are *hugs*

11. (your overall impression of him/her is) – The most trustworthy minah tudung sister you would ever know.

12. (how you think people around you will feel about you) – hmm. People who don’t know me would think im extremely unfriendly and Gay. People who know me would think im Friendly, Hilarious and Gay. Ahh well.

13. (the characteristic you love about yourself is) – the ability to be myself? ahahahaa

14. (the characteristic you hate about yourself is) – My shallowness. See reason below.

15. (the most ideal person you want to be is) – Jonathan Rhys Myers.

16. (for people that care and like you, say something to them) – Well. You noe I deserve it. *smug* AHAHAHA. You guys noe I love you too^^

17. (pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you)

1. NANA!!!!!
2. Tracy Tham S*** H** <3
3. SHEN LINGXIE!
4. Hazel!!~
5. KONG QIAN RU
6. LAURA “HERNIA” KHENG.
7. JIES!!!! * cio-er ah lian one*
8. Effie Hoh, even tho she stopped blogging anymore.
9. Nathan “ ur balls are puny” Leong.
10. Kenneth. Ahahahaha because it would be interesting.

(who is no.6 having a relationship with?) – Her imaginary boyfren.

(Is no.9 a male or female?) – both.

(If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?) – ahahaha. Well. Probably.

(What is no.2 studying?) – CMM! And how to get slimmer in 21 ways.

(When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?) – 5 mins ago. Talking about the length of our butt hair

(What kind of music does no.8 like?) – acid retro. Aka. Music from stone ages.

(Does no.1 has any siblings?) - YEZ. 2 impending nobel prize winner sisters.

(Will you woo no.3?) – no. it would be like hitting on my mother.

(How about no.7?) – ditto.

(Is no.4 single?) – Hell no.ahahaha

(What is the surname of no.5?) – KONG!!~

(What is the hobby of no.4?) – EHHHHH. Full time giggling? AHAHA I have no idea lol^^

(Do no.5 and 9 get along well?) – On accounts of Qian Ru being a nice comprimising person, I suppose so. LOL

(Where is no.2 studying at?) – TP ^^

(Say something casual about no.1) – NaNa likes me. Secretly. *smugs*

(Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?) –I don’t have to. SHE WANTS TO RAPE ME!! *gasp gasp*

(Where does no.9 live?) – siglap. All tho its more accurate to say Starbucks, airport T2.

(What colour does no.4 like?) – ehhh…purple?? Ahahaha I dunno.

(Are no.5 and 1 best friends?) – no, but they dun bite each other and pull each other’s hair seeing that they are both from gurl’s sch lol. So tts a gd thing.

(Does no.7 like no.2?) – nooooo. It wld be immoral. *shakes head*

(How did you get to know no.2?) – Through Singcam. When I realize she was mad shinhwa fan. And is much nicer then her immensely fierce appearance ahahahahahaha.

(Does no.1 have any pets?) – yes. Some amount of fat cats ^^

(Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?) - Pfft. She wishes.