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I wonder if we can totally not give a damn about what people think of us and just be who we are- bitches, sluts, saints et al. And I mean a full 100 percent- not the girl who got herself pink cockscrew curls and refuse to step out of the house.

It would be totally great to just let go wouldnt it? I wish I knew, because Im kinda like tt pink cockscrew gurl- flamboyantly ignorant on the outside while a bustle of activity takes place inside me wondering what people really really think about me.

which is like sad of course.

I wonder when i would ever let go of all baggages and step out of the house like I own the world.

Describing Singcam project as, life-sapping, mother fuckingly draining would be like saying Mr. Yap is a little bare on the crown --That is to say, the understatement of the year. 8 hours. 8 friggin hours, from 5.30pm till 2am. Now we noe where Spielberg got his tummy from. The stress would turn anyone into a mini Blue Whale on legs.

Or a Xia Xue sporting a beard.

Oh Come Hither Spain. I so cannot wait for September the 21st.