As you can see frm the entry below, i was pretty much delirious this morning.

But it was for a darn good reason man. ( and no, it was not giraffe related in any way, big nose, orange hair and all.)

i have considerably calm down since i have finished up a 20 page Wonder Action Plan- in 2 days. Talk about crushing.

I am so not going near my com for the next millienium or so nia.


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Yes everyone. I am going to cut my hair soon.

and yes u bitch i can see what went thru ur brain when i just said that.

" about time too"
"it was looking like hay alrd'
"thank god he's finally over his paul twohill phrase."
"you mean it wasnt a wig??!"

Aniway.
i only allow 1 person on earth to cut my hair arrs. and he is at circular road and the darn salon isnt open today, plus tmr there is a tutorial so i cannot miss that. Therefore, I am going to have to pontang Marketing Lecture on Tuesday.

And I cannot believe my mom is NOT buying me a suit. The bitch!
i am going to have to borrow from my uncle. T_T

AND I AM SO GOING TO LOOK LIKE A FOOOOOOOOOOOLLLLL.

=(

I AM SO GOING TO KICK HIS BALLS! KICK!!


OMGAWD!!!!!!! THE USELSSS PRESUMPTIOUS ARSEHOLE!

A.R.S.E.H.O.L.E!

*STAB*

....


OKAY THATS IT MAN.

HE DIES.

I should consider a career in PA some day.

If i must say so, im pretty fucking efficent, and politically wise, I play my game rather well.

I havent exactly crushed and burn as I strongly suspected i would have by the end of this week, which is of course today.

All hail me.

Exhausting doesnt begin to describe this week. I had to research, and do MedSoc in 2 days, plan and do marketing game plan and draft newsletters, posters and aditorials.

And at the same time play politics in class like im Martha Stewart.

U have no idea how much medSoc can literallly suck the essence of life out of you.
But thank god i have a rather brilliant mind up there to save myself from an abyss of horror.

My secret has apparently leaked out today and i wasnt too pleased actually. But after a few moments i came to realize that i didnt gave 2 flying shite even if he did find out. like what can he do except shoot daggers at me and shoot back in class tutorial when i talk?

Hardly burn-down-my-house scenario. So Its kinda like a no biggie thing. he is too minute in my life currently to cause me to worry or piss me off cause to do that, i need to actually care for him first and in all logic, i didnt of course.

And a lil observation during marketing tutorial i have completed my list of the number of ppl who hated him in about two yawns and 2 tosses of my hair.

Like I said, I should be a PA after all.

People arent always what they seem. the friendly ones may not be nice, The ones that u have mentally categorized as bitchy and to stay at least 10 ft away from are actually the nicest people u can get to noe.

That said, i have to say I think Janine and Melissa are kinda like rather Fabulous people.

And i probably owe munah a mental apology for classifying under the bitch section 3 mths ago. Munah if ur reading this and which chances are, not too high, i am so very sorry to be such a fat presumptious bitch and would you forgive me for thinking like that.

See. im a baaaad judgement of character when it comes to people.horrendous. Totally pants.

Luckily Im not too vocal about my views.

unlike some.

And Michelle if ur readin this and chances are u probably are,u have my permission to link me up in ur blog if u want to.

tata~

Its a standard case of caffiene overdosage due to frazzled nerves and an extremely nauseaus general wellness.

My god. If Med Soc project was human, I would have butchered Him/Her up a very very long time ago.

Argh. Dont talk to me about stress baby.
I have NO IDEA how to start for my medSoc. NO IDEA.
...
okay.
So its not like i have no idea what to write about.i have a very clear idea on how i wanna potray the huge clan of increasing wannabe japs in S'pore due to the power of Taiwan MTV, but its the inclusion of fucking theories that is driving me up my poster covered walls.

And best man. I have to hand it up by thurs Midnight. Oh and what's today's date? yes exactly. Its alrd tuesday.
And that does not include research time when I have to surf websites and read up in the library.

So yes. basically there's no pt yodelling all this to you.
but damn it.

I NEED TO GET IT OF MY CHEST LAR.

T_T

2 seperate events made by day this week.

the first one, unlikely as it may be, came from ESS GRA lesson on Monday.

It was after Ess GRA lesson and everyone, smarty pants they were had finished their Dreamweaver Assignment and had swung their asses off home.

I was left with the Potato Gang and was just about to wrap things up when kenny Yong sidled up beside me and asked politely if he cld had a look at my notebook.

Paraniod fool i was, i thot he was a Juvenile Paedophilic Pervert when he sat beside me cause he never does that. Aniway.

He looked at the various sketches i had done on my notebook when i got too bored to listen to his drones during lesson time, and told me I actually had a flair for design for 1 so young.

Nobody ever told me that before and I have to admit it was hardput to conceal my pride.

Its true. Nobody actually said things like, " you really have a talent for drawing". Everibody just goes " that picture you've drawn is so nice!" or "i like your drawings alot where did you learnt it from?". They say nice things, but not the ones that I had really really wanted to hear. And FYI : I learnt my drawings from myself. i was self taught.

And what makes this 10 times better was that He is a professional.

Although i recommend he sld get out more often because they are like much much more brilliant artistes my age out there, all self taught.

The second thing that really really brought a smile to my face was yst during Marketing Tutorial when i won my group for Best Advertisment for this lousy company that was trying to sell their bath mats. my grp had nv won, so naturally we were like, elated.

Ooh. it was so pleasurable to see that look on Giraffe's face when he saw that our grp won. take that u He-Bitch.

I am someone who doesnt like to actually show-off my talents. i think its very very vulgar. So i am not a great one when being interviewed and being grilled to tell them what are my best points. i would probably tell them that they sld just employ me and see for themslves. High on the Mysterious factor but not so good if the company does not have the patience to actually find out the various talents of their employees.

On a conclusion, i loathe obnoxious and show-offish ppl.
that said.
I mumble a short curse every nite before i slp that Giraffe's nose would grow 2 inches every day and eventually become so big his face would blow up, which coming to that, would be no bad thing, would it?

cya~

It isnt exactly ideal to be blogging rite now with Deadlines looming so near, but hey,its not my fault that Keith hasnt finish his part yet.

*scorns*

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I am not a great one when it comes to reality check. sometimes I actually get depressed when I find out that all that fabulous lovely Harry Potter and their Whish whishing wands aint real when i have alrd mentally checked myself into Hogwarts. I tell you, its pretty devastating. But thats the price i have to pay when I daydream in today's medsoc lecture, no?

i have been losing everyth lately tho. Im trying to like cope but its been hard and sometimes u just want to call it a day. i work SO HARD just to try to achieve an A, and up till now, still no show?!

Its breaking my heart. It really is.

No, this isnt meant to be a sympathy triggering post. So do not comfort me please.
but do rethink the phrase," if i work hard enough, you wld get what you want eventually"

Its been one of the few, few values i grew up with. So whatever that has been happening lately is rocking me off balance.

And just being random, im currently imposing a strict no biscuit policy on myself.Best to just close the door on that one, it was just too passionate an affair.
We could never ever be just friends...

Ok, back on track, whatever it is, its really making me rethink my values alot.

hiaz.

Its just 1 BIG STRESSFUL MONTH.

i think its one of those moments again.
oh wait. what am i talking abt?
I never did felt like this before.

I hate people who keeps trying to pry things out from me. I HATE THEM SO MUCH. like there are reasons why people keeps things a secret. so respect them and keep ur nose out of it, before i actually disengage it from ur face with a mousetrap. It is such a turn off.

And there is a fine line btw being honest and not using your brain before you speak.

aniway. to happier things.

Japanese class after a long hiatus is going to start again soon, next week weds.
I CANNOT WAIT FOR IT.
*dreams of engaging long conversations with japanese people with elaborate, dramatic handsigns and signals."
ahhh. happy days...

And i think im finally going to get my book next week.YADA!~~~~
okay, a random entry to waste some time in kwee Hoon's class.
ciao~

こんばんわ！

きょわちょつまらないね。。。
あたしだいきらい。。
やだ！
べんきょはしらない、しゅくだいはおわらいない！
しぬね！
。。。
ケイチャンどこにいますか？

as you see. the song has been changed.

Some very nasty lil scammers in the form of a sister has just tried to copy my music bar into her blog.

And to think I thot she was getting original without scamming my template like the last time.

well. whatever it is. she can very well cope on with herself. i am going to delete that music folder.

okay on to happier stuff.

***

I have been tagged by abby! so well. okay. I shall do that survey to waste some time.

7 random facts about me.

1. I am a pianist no matter how many people say I look more the street side bausker.
2. I am a matyr to Obsessive Compulsive Behaviour.
3. I despise all Chinese pop/rock songs. ALL.
4. I can speak basic Japanese
5. I see more bad than good in people
6. When it comes to alcohol, i have the constituition of a cow. Its in the genes I think. I never get drunk no matter how much I drink.
7. I am supremely sceptical.

7 things that scare me.

1. SNAKES.
2. rocks that fall from the sky out of the blue
3. scary monsters that live in my cupboards and under my bed
4. This is embarassing, but an assignment unfinished with the deadline looming puts the fear of God in me.i am conscientious after all.
5. bed-bound illnesses
6. The last piece of any garment of sorts that I desire but I do not have the money to buy it, which leaves me a crazed insomaniac in fear that the next day when I get the money the piece is gone.
7. Not enough Moolahs.

7 Random Music that im listening now.

1. 思いがかさなるその前に…-- Ken Hirai
2. 約束のカケラ --W-inds.
3. Precious --伊藤由奈
4. More To Life--Stacie Orrico
5. キレイだ--W-inds.
6. It's You--Ryan Cabrera
7. Air Dry--Teddy Geiger

7 +1Things I Like Most

1. The field and that raintree at Tanah Merah Mrt Station. Its the most beautiful place in the world 24/7. Everyone should take a look at the sky from there. Its breath taking.
2. Time spent with friends.
3. Books that are not cliched
4. Songs written by artistes themselves
5. SHOPPING.
6. clothes
7. Time spent alone.
8. TRAVELLING.

7-2 things I say most

1. "Hey bitch!"
2. "Mah de."
3. "Shite."
4. " Whatever."
5. "shoo."

I cant think of anything else actually. so next!

...

oh. I think i shall skp the next part too. They require me to tag 7 people. but less then 7 ppl noes the existance of this blog aniway.

Okay then. Hasanah, ur tagged.

*cackles*

Q1) Is this really your blog?

Of course it isnt. Dont be so daft. For one, I do not live in a hole. Secondly, look at the archives. I have 2 private blogs that i fill up with dirty lil secrets that none shall ever noe ( Except close frens). So yes, u can say this blog is set up for entertainment purposes only( yours tt is.) to rant abt what a cow tselvan is.

And maybe, just maybe. To bitch about fucked-up peers.

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Project deadlines are closing in, leaving me very little space to manuveur.Not that I wasnt alrd pressurized as it is. 4 journals and one very fucked up brochure has made me seen the error of my ways, thank you very much. Marketing is going rather well, but its all quite relative isnt it. And medsoc is meant and destined to be the Horrific Finale in our July-August hell living months. We havent start on it yet.

Ever the worrier that i am, projects are the first and last things I think of before i bonk out and wake up every day.

But rather amazingly, I have been handling everything quite well. i may well be growing up after all.

Gone were the days when i look at an impending hwk not done and puke up all of my breakfast and feign sick at the expense of my fren telling my teacher that my grandfather had died and wont be coming to school, even though had i not only used that excuse just a week ago.

Saw Melissa at Tanah Merah on Thurs. Was a pleasant surprise. Got a sneak preview of her Boyfriend and made nice polite conversation without staring at my shoes/ Hiding behind my fringe the whole time. Lets just say inter-racial is the new fad for couples this season.

Oh. And talking about couples.

To:You noe who you are.

the 2 of us know alrd. What's there to be ashamed about? U sld be very happy.

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Much Thanks to Qian Ru for accompanying me ard TM. It was fun. We fought each other at ToysRUs with rubber swords and successfully proven to each other that we cannot hula-hoop no matter now much we swear we cld. Watch Pirates Of the Carribean alone as some very nasty bitch last min left me on the hop. the next time she wants someone to sneak into a club with, she can very well go fuck herself.

But the movie was great. Big Scary Squids, Dirty looking pirates,Marvellous sword fighting scenes , Disgusting looking monsters and a very unsubtle S&M scene. There is something for everyone.

Okay. Time to go bathe. Time check 3.35pm. i just woke up an hour ago after my 2nd nap today. Time to do work now. ciao~